Although it sounds like the name of a disease, Post Manifestational Awareness is a concept I learned from Abraham (Abraham-Hicks.com).  It describes a situation where you realize what kind of vibration you are offering by observing your manifestations.   Typically not the good kind of manifestation…

For example, let’s say, oh randomly, that my roof is leaking.  And has been leaking for 2 years which is when we had it installed.  A $6000 roof.  Ick.  Now that’s a nasty manifestation.   Makes me want to give up on the whole thing and hope the cat keeps emptying the buckets in my bathroom.  Makes me want to eat "something deep fried smothered in chocolate" (from Shrek 2). 

I remember Abraham saying, many times, how Esther will occasionally bang her head against a nasty manifestation.  Which sounds funny as she’s TEACHING how to manifest  (well, Abraham is teaching it but still).  And yet, this will happen to her.  Because the point of learning about manifestation is not to get it right 100% of the time.  Although we LOVE our manifestations, they are only there as a feedback loop so that we may become more aware (and hopefully feel more empowered) about the vibration that we offer to the Universe.

If we could all "read" our own vibrational frequency, we would be able to tell when we have a smudge of split energy on our foreheads.  We wouldn’t need a mirror to see it (and wipe it off).  But the fact is that we’re not quite there yet.  Although more and more people are learning about intuition everyday (Bless their heart or I’d be without a job!), it’s extremely rare that we can see it all, all the time.  Enter Post Manifestational Awareness.

Let’s say, oh randomly again,  that I still have a smidgen of lackful thinking that is not obvious to me, and yet there it is, affecting my vibration.  This itsy bit of lackful thinking is only activated by huge events that financially threatens my whole family.   The only way for me to realize this is happening is by manifesting something very big and nasty from that place of split energy.  Something so huge that I cannot miss it.  Now, instead of being oblivious to the fact that I have some lackful thinking lurking in the corners, I can actually set out to resolve it.

When the roof started leaking again, I was shocked.  Then I was scared because we can’t afford this, especially not after spending $6000 on a defective roof less than 2 years ago.  Then I was enraged at both the roofer and the manufacturer who are sick of this and both claim it’s not their fault.  Then I was angry because I could not believe I had manifested something that BAD!  But Post Manifestational Awareness kicked in and I realized that I had fallen back into "financial disaster" mode, with some old fears about not having enough money to take care of my family. 

Now I’m hopeful that  with some energy clean up, I won’t feel like I have to choose between getting a new roof or crushing my husband’s dream of financial security.  That, somehow, I will manifest an abundant solution where we are both dry and happy. 

To be continued…

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