I stumbled upon my Intuitive gifts when I was pregnant with my son.  That was 5 years ago.  At the time, I was struggling with depression, chronic pain and constant mood swings.  I felt angry at the world which made me depressed…

One of the most significant miracles in my life happened when I went to see John of God (a famous spiritual healer in Brazil).  While I was there, someone talked to me about the teaching of Abraham.  With the little strength I had left, I started to apply these teachings.  Reluctantly at first, while grinding my teeth.  Then results started to show up.  But they were SO SMALL!  I wanted to be happy, and all I got was to feel less angry.

And yet, that was a new beginning for me.  I started heading the right way, instead of digging myself deeper and deeper. 

Years later, I am feeling tons better.  My financial situation is exciting (it’s always fun to make money doing what you love), my relationships are more fulfilling and I’m getting really good at manifesting what I want in my life.

But for the last year, I have kept hitting the same wall: boredom.  Now if you are not familiar with the emotional scale from Abraham-Hicks.com, here it is:
1) Empowerment/Joy/Knowledge/Freedom/Love/Appreciation
2) Passion
3) Enthusiasm/Eagerness/Happiness
4) Positive Expectation/Belief
5) Optimism
6) Hopefulness
7) Contentment
Boredom
9) Pessimism
10) Frustration/Irritation/Impatience
11) Overwhelment
12) Disappointment
13) Doubt
14) Worry
15) Blame
16) Discouragement
17) Anger
18) Revenge
19) Hatred/Rage
20) Jealousy
21) Insecurity/Guilt/Unworthiness
22) Powerlessness/Fear/Grief/Depression/Despair

So five years ago, I have bouncing around between 22 and 17.  After 6 months with Abe’s teachings, I  averaged between 17 and 15 but I was starting to have several days in a row where I would peak around 3.  After 1 year, I was hovering between 14 and 10, with daily peaks around 2 and 3.  Five years later, I average around 6. 

Don’t get me wrong, I still get a nice, juicy 22 once in a while.  But it’s the exception, not the rule.  And I climb up the scale ever so quickly that I don’t stay there long.

But there is always a "sticky spot".  My sticky spot used to be hatred.  I could not tolerate to feel hatred (19) towards someone or something.  As such, I would end up in guilt (21) and find myself unable to move the right way on the emotional scale (i.e. upward).  I finally developed tools (see the workshop "Embracing the present: Using Intuitive Healing and Polarity to get past roadblocks" here for details) to help myself moved past that sticky spot and I bubbled up to 6.

So where’s my sticky spot now?  Boredom (8).   By sticky spot, I mean a place that keeps lowering your daily average because you always find yourself there.  No matter how high you peak, the sticky spot drags you down. 

So why I am posting about this?  The first step in releasing a sticky spot is to stop fighting it.  The more your resist, the more it persists.  I am posting here as a way to embrace my current situation.  To let it be so it can let me be.   It’s very exciting for me as Boredom is the very last negative emotion on the scale before you start bouncing between all the positive ones!!! 

So I have the day off today…and nothing planned.  Should be interesting

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