Being a student again
I spent 10 years in college. I was a straight A student and I hated almost every minute of it.
An yet, I remember at the beginning of each new class, I would sit down at my desk and expectantly look up to the teacher in anticipation of the great things I would soon be learning…only to be brutally disappointed when the class was boring and the exams were nothing more than mnemonic regurgitation. Can you imagine 10 years of this sort of torture?
Needless to say, after I got my Master Degree in Software Engineer, I swore never to take a class again. Which goes to show you should never say never as I am currently knee deep in my PhD in Metaphysics.
In what? I hear you say…Well, at least that's what I said. I had never heard of such a discipline before I came across the American Institute for Holistic Theology. Of course, the degree is not accredited with the DOE. But it's the most fun and learning I have ever experienced in my career as a professional student!
Not only that but it's in my field! I'm a Professional Intuitive (self taught, obviously, as I had no idea you could learn that in school) and it was profoundly surprising to me to find a degree that offered classes on Dream Interpretation and Chakra Therapy. Wow!
So here I am, being a student again, after being a teacher for so many years! Isn't life funny? My 5 year old son is duly impressed that mommy is doing her homework while he plays video games. And we play a round of Mario Kart on the Wii together when I am done…there's nothing like a little teaching by example for next year when he starts school
Although it was quite a shift for me to get back in my studying shoes, it's also such a refreshing change. Instead of the hard work involves in creating material for others, I'm just drinking in what others have created. This PhD program has exposed me to topics that I would not have approached on my own. And best of all, I know that I am reading from the best authors on this topic as selected by eminently competent faculty advisers.
My head is already swimming with ideas about my thesis…maybe it will be an experiment about Empath skills or a review of literature on the physiological basis of intuition. Either way, it will be way more exciting than what I was dealing with during my terminally incomplete PhD in Psychology!
Ever since I started my career in this field, I always hoped that intuition would be "taught in school" at some point during my lifetime. And although this degree is not likely to show up in accredited American colleges anytime soon, it is profoundly comforting that my hope has come true, in its own way.
in love,
Elise
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